Tuesday, March 9, 2010

awfully enough,



i am so sick of being caught in the middle...
why do i have to take the fucking bullet for something that i did not even do?
why do i have to bear the burden of your personal issues & make them mine?
do you think i'd actually stood down to that level?
you're a friend, & i respect you.
i try to be sensitive towards how you felt,
but you let your emotions run the situation.
i'm not even sure how i got involved in the first place...
i hate to say this, but its pretty sad to know that even our closest friend/s misunderstood us.
i'm taking a step back.
i dunno if i can trust You the same anymore.
no one is to blame.
just silly me, for pinning up so much hope on both of you & this trip.



an empty promise,
a cancelled trip,
and a hell load of disappointed.
i hate to get involved, thankyouverymuch.



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