ground-0

sometimes, i wonders why do we bother to try so hard when we know that eventually,

we would end up in vain. broken & empty.

we build our defenses for so long- some say months, some say years and some take forever,

only to realise that when met with ur greatest enermy, it only takes the slightest blow and ur wall come crumbling down.

having said that, why do we still let it happen? .......... when we already know what the consequences would be...

i'm back,

to a familiar place

to make new memories...

have u ever love someone so much that u'd rather not be with him?

and it is not because you dont love him 'enuff,

but it hurts to be with him....

strange right?

i did.

s e v e n

i h8 everything that reminds me of u.

that room.

that smell.

my phone.

cuddle buddy.

i wish it never started,

i wish i never met u.

i wish i never had to be in this situation.

cause forgetting someone is painful.

it actually hurts...

i never want to fall in love again,

love is a terrible mistake.