i just wrote the longest post in gerryfoo's history

i am not exactly in the best of shapes this weekend.
last night was kkkkkkkk-razy fuckshit.
when i arrived at the usual scene at 1am, my girlfriend was already wasted and speaking gilberish. i had to literally do a fireman lift on her to get her to the loo.
then she went on and on saying "gerryfoo u dont love me anymore................."
you know thats not true silly head. i love youuuu and nothing about that would change even 10 years down the road. the only reason i dragged myself down to phu yester was becos of uuuu okay (:


my week hasnt been going all so good and it worries me that im going back to work soon..
but then again, i can really get used to having no work and getting paid at the same time.
ok whatever, my life sucks.


its my hair.
its been upsetting me alot, really ALOT. and i have been doing stupid things to distract me so i wouldnt think abt it at all. im freaking out. i dunno if im able to tie my bun when i get back to work again. and im tempted to get another 4weeks mc, so i can freak out for a longer time.


my livers are all fucked up now, i had so much alcohol for the past few days... see im not exactly the perfect girl afterall, point proven.


on a lighter note, im really glad my bff deng is back. we've been hanging out alot lately, jus like the good ol times. she out with her mommy right now and i kinda secretly hopes she ask me out for movies tonight. ha


and to BUDDY, thankeyewww for always being there.... always hearing me rant about fuckshit and fucktards. you know i'll do just the same for you.. as for now, rest well so u could recover soon enuff for ur bintan getaway this weekend and checkout one of those sleazyy places ur mommy talked to u about. LOL


lastly to my chai, all the best for ur papers tomorrow. i have fedex my brain over, thou its not exactly in the best of shape right now i hope it could do u some good. i will paint u a banner and waves pompoms at the finishing line. i cant wait to see u this weekend, we can go have your favourite seafood pasta at warukooooo, while i watch u slurp it all up cos i still cant have seafood till my fuck up leg gets all recovered. then u're off to london to meet ur boyband dior, getting lost in europe and having the time of ur life while i slog at work. you know im gonna so miss u thou its jus gonna be a month..



blogging makes me feel so much better :D

/misses her longggggg hair :(

deng d e n g is back <3

14.11.08
my baby is home,
i had a badge of her on for the entire day!

dinneroos
w babychai & chalkbuddy!

PHAM @ work (eating snake)

when bb gets bolder;

Ekk-WHAT?

TOY POODLES ADORATION

there was alot of things in the past that i wish i had done, but yet i didnt.
often i let go of things that meant so much to me too easily.

i hold nothing against you. i treat you like a sister, but you took me as a fool.
for the past few months, i have been running this thought through my mind over and over again.
what have i done you wrong?
im tired of always sucking in the shit and taking the blame for everything that i didnt even do.
i have done what i can do as a friend, the rest is up to you...
i shall put the matter to rest now.


i'm not gonna be that silly girl anymore, as for now i'm gonna live life like theres no tmr and do whatever that makes me happy. i'm not gonna let anyone(esp "strangers") affect my emotions and hold me back from doing things that i wanna do.
im gonna learn to treasure those that are close to my heart more and not give up so easily.
i have lost a few that are close to my heart and regretted not doing some things i should have done,
from now on nobody holds me back, no more regrets.

it's about time you come to terms with yourself..........

08.11.08

2 faithful visitors (:


in the day,

eh buddy dont be shy leh*
he's usually not like this.................... hahahaha

& night,

even in boxer pants!

THANKEYEWWW SO MUCHHHHCYYYY,
u've no idea how the visit made my day.. (:
its nice to know u've good friends who cares esp during the down-est period of ur life (: (: (:*

also to babychai & dom who popby last week! xoxo


i dont need many friends, just a few good ones.. im satisfied (:



AWWWWWWW !!
those eyes can kill <3
i have been having these crazy urges to get a puppy ever since i got injured.....
dunno why, maybe i need someone to look after me.. hahahhaha
but mummy would definately kill me if i brought another lala bong home ! >:(
HAIS.

my SAUSAGEEEEE FOOT!
EWWWWWWW,
apparently the swell aint subsiding,
looks like i gotta pay another visit to Dr Lim soon............
what a drag :( :( :(

on a lighter note,
my BFF DENGDENG is coming back in 3 days time (!!)

i cant use words to describe how eggicited i am right now !

come home baby, gerryfoo is wait for uuuuuuuuu :p

Visual Effects

i love taking peektures of animals, dont ask why!

CAPTAIN!

Acropolis by night,

it feels like every place, every corner,
every piece of stone has a story to tell.....
i find peace yet
loneliness
at the same time,
how is that even possible?